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1 year already??? [26 Jul 2005|01:49am]
[ mood | happy ]

Wow so today is Kat and my 1 year anniversary...

So I wanted to say happy anniversary to Kat on here...

Also just think Hun 2 weeks from now we'll be in Halifax! I can't wait!

Jason

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Ah the sanity of the situation is so calming... [09 Jun 2005|01:46am]
[ mood | melancholy ]

Yeah so this is a continuation... if you didn't read the other... this might not make sense... but I guess this is just a long rant of sorts... )

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Does anything mean anything??? [07 Jun 2005|10:04pm]
[ mood | ... Still thinking... ]

Read if you want... I know 2 people that will and that's about it... But don't hold me responsible :o( )

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Since She tagged me.... [07 Jun 2005|09:50pm]
[ mood | ... Does crap just happen??? ]

1:: Total number of books I've owned?:: Well since I have a wall full downstairs... well my parents own most of them... and I have a cabinet full of textbooks from University and College... I would say it's easily in the hundreds...
2:: The last book I bought?:: Hmmm... well the last book I bought was Harry Potter and the Half-Blood Prince but that was for Kat... no sorry I bought Angels and Daemons since then for my Dad's Bday... for me... umm... I don't buy books anymore... people just give me them all the time... like ones they think I should read they either lend me or give me... I guess if you include magazines it was a Maxim mag... but that was for Kat and me... I don't know...
3:: The last book I read?:: Well I finished Harry Potter and Order of the Phoenix a couple weeks ago and haven't really had a chance to start another since.
4:: 5 books that mean a lot to me::
Hmmm ones that mean something to me... I have no clue...
- Men are from Mars, Women are from Venus... I'm not done it but it's good... BTW I think everyone should read this...
- The black Rood... yeah it's a but religious... but it makes some sense of things that happened long ago...
- The tales of Narnia... when I was little, so like long long time ago :oP... My Dad used to read them to me when I was in bed before going to sleep... I've always liked them since.
I can't think of any others that have had a great impact on me...

EDIT: I just thought of another series that meant a lot to me... The Xanth series... it's written really well... repetitive... but good... and it's what brought me and my closest friends in Highschool together... we started reading these books and things just happened...

5:: Tag 5 people and have them fill this out on their LJs:
I'd love to do this part but honestly... I don't know that many people on LJ so I can't do it...

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HAPPY HAPPY BIRTHDAY!! [22 Apr 2005|12:19pm]
HAPPY BIRTHDAY KATRINA!!!

Love you very much Hun...

Roo XOXO
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I thought this was good.... [14 Apr 2005|11:44am]
[ mood | hungry ]

It's long so I cut it... )

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6 Months... already?? [27 Jan 2005|12:33pm]
[ mood | anxious ]

Well the good news is that yesterday was Kat and my 6 month!

I am really happy about it, she is really great!

We went out to East Sides... it was a great night...

Well it was before and after the funeral home... We went to Ricky's viewing last night as well... it is just such a sad stupid thing that a 24 year old died because of a stupid choice... he should never have been in that car... Kat and I both saw a lot of people we knew from school, most of them from MM but there were a few from Pearson...

Anyways... I wanted to post something quickly, but now have to get back to work.

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What now!!!??? :( [24 Jan 2005|10:53am]
[ mood | contemplative ]

Ok I was planning on doing this earlier... but things come up right...

OK starting with the most recent... I just found out that the guy that passed away Friday due to the car accident in Burlington (Hwy5 and Guelph ln)... well he was a guy I used to play baseball with... his dad was actually my coach for a year or so... Crappy eh?? well that isn't the real kicker... he was also Kat's cousin... What else can go wrong... yeah she has me but what more is going to happen?? Anyways... I just heard from my dad that Rickie's friend was the driver and is going to get charged with DUI and probably more since Rickie didn't live... That sucks for the guy but it is justice isn't it?? Makes you realize how stupid people are that drive in Burlington... not just the kids... hell he is/was only a year younger than me... He wasn't a kid anymore... BUT really I have been cut off by more people twice my age than those younger... maybe it is because the older people are just ass holes and think oh that "kid" is in a sports car let's show him he isn't that fast... or look at that big muffler on that car what a show off... let's go cut him off since we need to put him in his place... I have even had an old guy... and I mean like 60+ over take me in a school zone in other words... one lane each way... 40 zone... and I stopped at a stop sign and he just took off from the stop right after me and went around me...

Anyways anyone interested from what I have read... viewing is at Smith's Wednesday... early and evening viewings... Pay your respect if you knew him... he went to MM, so many of you probably do know him...

On to good things... like this weekend... Both Kat and I were sick so I got my one wish for the weekend... we spent it together all the time... My parents went away so Kat stayed Friday night because of the storm... well Saturday as well since she didn't want me driving on my own... We had a great time... watched TV... played games... and had fun in general... oh yeah and we even made it out to Hamilton for a trip to the Stag Shop... I love that place... so many interesting things... I am glad Kat is ok with looking at them... either way that is the most info you will get out of me about that!

It is really hard to say much more when all I think of is Kat's family... I am sorry for their loss again... and yes I know I am part of the family... so I guess my loss as well but it is so surreal that it could happen again within 6 months... I know where I will be tonight... and where I will be Wednesday night... My thoughts are with the family... I couldn't change that if I wanted to...

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New Years!!!! [04 Jan 2005|10:53am]
[ mood | annoyed ]

Well first off... Happy New Years all! )

Now I am at work and should be getting back to it! Later....

BTW Kat thanks for a great weekend, we did need it for US. I love you more than ever and continue to love you more each day.

PS I tried hard not to rhyme this time!

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My long post... I hope the cut works!! :P [20 Dec 2004|02:00am]
My long post... read it if you want! )
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Just had to post this... [07 Dec 2004|03:00pm]
[ mood | Wanna go home!! ]


"The Report Card"


A Mother is driving a little girl to her friends house for a play date. "Mummy," the little girl asks, "how old are you?" The mother looks over at the little girl, "Honey, you are not supposed to ask a lady her age, it isn't polite." the mother warns.

"Ok," the little girl says, "How much do you weigh?" "Now really," the mother says, "these are personal questions and are really none of your business." Undaunted, the little girl asks, "Why did you and
daddy get a divorce?" "That is enough questions, honestly!" The exasperated mother walks away as
the two friends begin to play.

"My Mum wouldn't tell me anything," the little girl says to her friend. "Well," said the friend, "all you need to do is look at her driver's license. It is like a report card, it has everything on it."

Later that night the little girl says to her mother, "I know how old you are, you are 32."
The mother is surprised and asks, "How did you find that out?" "I also know that you weigh 60 kilos."

The mother is past surprise and shock now. "How in heavens name did you find that out?" The little girl continues on triumphantly, "And... I know why you and daddy got divorce." "Oh really?", the mother asks, "Why is that?" To which the girl replies,"Because you got an F in sex."
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Sleep where are you?? [10 Nov 2004|08:23pm]
[ mood | aggravated ]

It has been a while I know...

But for some reason I haven't been able to sleep for the past couple weeks...

Not really sure why, I just cannot get to sleep until late. Sometimes after 5 am... it bothers me.

Maybe it will get better... maybe I will just start writing in here more...

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OK where to start!!! [24 Oct 2004|12:48pm]
[ mood | lethargic ]

Well it has been a while since I posted anything... mainly because of my midterms... which seem to have gone well... which is always a good thing...

Last weekend I had a performance (http://home.cogeco.ca/~john.laing.singers/)

Then we went shopping across the border! That was fun... Kat (well her Mom really) got me the Exclusive OCC hat from Hot Topic (http://www.hottopic.com/store/product.asp?LS=0&G=2&ITEM=273550&RN=139)

Then Friday night Kat stayed over and we spent Saturday together... well we went to a Turkey Supper at my church... then we went out to the T DOT for an "Invite Only" party for an american band that Kat just loves! (http://www.ninepointlanding.com/) Well OK... some of the train 48 people were there as well... and yes she was drooling over this guy that showed up... He had a scarf on... with cowboy boots and was riding a motorcycle... well doesn't that just scream GAY?? ;) No I am not jealous! not much at least... Either way it was fun and if you want more info check her site... We'll also post some pics when they get developed!

Other than that I guess there hasn't been much interesting going on! I wish there was!

Oh well later!

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Piece of shit school network.... [08 Sep 2004|02:09pm]
AHHH... I spent about an hour this morning on an entry and the whole thing is gone... I'll try and put as much back together as I can...
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Got this from Kat's LJ... [30 Aug 2004|07:53am]
Figured I would see what it says...

eXpressive: 6/10
Practical: 3/10
Physical: 6/10
Giver: 8/10


You are a XSYG--Expressive Sentimental Physical Giver. This makes you a Sex Bomb.

You are sexy sex sex sex! The sexness! You are the sexiest, hottest and most charismatic of all types. You are a captivating speaker and a great dinner date -- relaxed, self-effacing, charming and generous. Your type probably has origins in something sad -- trying to keep the peace in a tough family situation, or an early heartbreak -- and you'll probably want to address and resolve that at some point, but in your relationships that heartache is pure gold!

You lie effortlessly -- not necessarily a bad thing. You can have problems with fidelity. You need frequent praise and validation, and in seeking it you can make decisions that aren't consistent with your general good judgment. In other words, don't cheat on your significant other just because someone is paying attention to you.

You strongly dislike conflict, and will avoid it. Like an XPYG, you give so much of yourself to your partner that you feel dismissed and unappreciated if you don't get the same in return. But you internalize your feelings more and have a hard time getting over them. You don't *want* to cheat -- you just keep finding yourself in vulnerable situations. But you'll stay with your partner in the long run from guilt and a desire to please.

Your sex life will always be hot. You are one of the rare people who can keep the fires of passion going forever -- if you find a good match. Find another XSYG and you will never need (or want) anyone else again.

Of the 26509 people who have taken this quiz, 9 % are this type.


OK some of that was true, but some of it explains why it isn't true...

Interesting...
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Getting bored... [24 Aug 2004|01:50pm]
Oh sorry already am... right!!!

Nothing much to do today... I get off of work soon to go to the Drs... gotta love having a Dr cut you up a bit then put acid on you. Yeah it is for a good reason, take it from me... if you have plantar warts get them treated ASAP wait too long and you will pay for it!

Let's see anything new since I have not been keeping this page up to date...

Well Kat and I have been going out for just short of a month now... I know she is the one for me which such a great feeling. She treats me like gold. I just hope I treat her as well as she treats me. I hope I get to see her for more than just a little bit today. She is supposed to come help me clean out some really old junk from my bed room.

I should find out my schedule this week for school, hope I have a couple days without class, doubt that I am that lucky but you never know.

you know for some reason I can not stop thinking about Kat, thinking about the future and the past and everythign... it all makes me so happy that I am smiling all the time... I can not believe that someone can have this effect on me!! it is great.
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Why am I like this.... [01 Aug 2004|01:50pm]
Ever had one of those days where all you want to do is sit down and do nothing but when you do all you can do is fidget???

Sounds like my day so far, I was up too early because I had to move my car and couldn't get back to sleep... I think I think to much when I am awake and not doing things... I just wish I could think of what to do to make myself be doing something.

I tried to go out and do something, got my RC car out on the road. That was good until it got too hot outside. My next brilliant scheme was to go to the beach and read a book... but when you can't even sit still while driving then you are not going to get away with trying to sit still to read...

I think I am going to try and find a movie or something to take my mind off of things and then maybe I can fall asleep again... that would be nice, but for some reason I just want to give a certain someone a hug, but I can't right now... :(

Anyway enough of this from me... Later
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My first entry... [01 Aug 2004|03:43am]
[ mood | confused ]

I don't know where to start or if this will even help me any...

Have you ever had that feeling like you were looking for the right thing to make your life seem complete...

Well I had that feeling, I have that feeling way too often. Over small things that make me worry and even larger things that I can not understand.

Most recently, well it has been 3 months now...

I broke up with my EX Girlfriend, things couldn't be better. I had decided to stay friends with her as long as I could and live with the fact that she would be just my friend now. That didn't work to well at first as anyone who has tried that can attest. I eventually realized that I needed to live life as a signle guy for a bit, well it worked out that I only had until the end of 2004 to be worrying about school and work should have calmed down around then as well. So what did I do??? I relaxed and started trying to live my life, well that didn't happen... Like the dog that I obviously am I ended up falling for girl after girl that didn't want to have anything to do with me. They never surmounted to anythign more than a coffee at best or even worse a believed office romance that never happened. Well this went on untill a few weeks ago when I ran into another EX girlfriend of mine who invited me to her birthday bash in Hamilton the following week. I agreed thinking that she was over me and that I could spend some time with people that don't know me and maybe relax and be myself since I figured they all hated me if not worse since I had a feeling that my EX didn't have nice things to say about me after we broke up.

Well along came that day and I had suggested that we go out for dinner, myself and my EX (I will refer to her as P from now on) and one of her friends (I will refer to her as K from now on). Little did I know K was supposed to be P's best friend, a fact that I was reminded of later on. Well I was right P had not exactly been nice when she had told her friends of me. They had been lead to believe that I was a nasty person with no heart. Well her friend K, went into the night with the belief that I was an ass and not worth seeing... Well by no fault of her's we hit it off very well.

Well to make a long story very short... K and I ended up seeing eachother, and to this point still are...

However this is the thing I really want to get out and off of my chest... maybe someone out there can help me... I love K I know it by the way that I feel when I know I am going to get to see her... I know by the way I feel when I smell her there beside me...

Well K and I are doing great, just I am bothered by something...

When we go out or do anythign she wants to only do what will make me happy, never does she think of herself... at least that is the way it seems... I wish I knew what to do or how to handle her...

Another worry of mine is that it is hard to get affection from her... she says she is normally a very affectionate person but it doesn't always seem to be the thruth...

Well anyway it is time for this guy to get some shut eye... Things will hopfully look better in the morning... who knows maybe I will get my wish and wake up with her next to me and know that she loves me with all her heart the way I love her...

Anyone believe in dreams??? Well let's just say that if I do then this is the girl I am going to marry and have kids with... funny thing is... I told her about this, and she didn't have any reaction...she was fine with it... Does that mean she loves me too??? I don't know I just know that I don't want to loose her.

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